Momma May have,but Papa did

It's not the same anymore!

I've been pondering what my purpose is

What the hell am I here for

Momma didn't love me too well

Life was hell

I have a dark past

Maybe one day I can tell

YOU

BOO!

God bless the child who never had her own

They left me feeling alone

Left me to my own devices

The love I needed from them

I never received

Could have been priceless

Damn it!

My hearts famine

My past is frightening

Keeps me up crying nightly

My past bites me

On the ass

I need a shot for the virus,before it spreads

to my kids

Rabies

Memories are like mini movies playing in my head

never fading

premiering daily

When they should be disappearing

the ones who didn't love me and protect me, left me vulnerable

The streets raised me

Made my conscious crazy

When I was a child what could I have done, possibly did

How could they kill a child's spirit dead

Took part of my life,I was trying to live

without taking my breath

Luchetta's Unloved

Leave me alone!

Leave me alone!

To absorb my innocent delusions of my passions, my fading fantasies

Allow fallacies to heal my troubled heart

To stop the torment and bleeding

My broken heart should be free from this reality

no one will never love me for me

I thought he was meant for me
 made for me
meant to be my salvation

No one can save me

He could have saved my wandering soul

He could have made me whole

If he wanted to

If only he knew

What the impact of his love could do

Beware of who you love

Beware of Who You Love

What are you saying to someone when you are saying, "I love you?" What is the message that you are sending to them. People used these words so loosely, and never take thought to how they are using them.

The wonderful thing about the English language is that the words in our language derive from many other languages. Sometimes the English language doesn't do the words justice. The Greeks have four definitions of love.

There are four types of love in classic Greek:

1. Affection love - Greek word= eunoia  (1Cor. 7:3) example parent/child

2. Friendship love -Greek word = phileo (second most common Greek word for love in Scripture). Example friends

3. Erotic love - Greek word= eros (not used in Scripture) example relationships

4. Selfless love - Greek word= agape [ar-gar-pay] (the most common word for love in the New Testament.  Example over all over for humanity

Here is where the problem comes in. When a person says "I love you," HOW DO THEY LOVE YOU? Do they love you the same way you love them?

A good example, You can be in a relationship and you can tell him/her, "I love you ," and the love you may have towards him/her maybe eros. You want to build a life together and marry and have kids etc. However, when he/she tells you that they "love you," they maybe feeling something different than you do. They may feel the phileo type love.

So, when this person is not taking the relationship seriously, you don't understand why because they said, "I love you," there is a misunderstanding. You’re making wedding plans in your head while the other person is getting all the goods waiting for someone better to come along. The sad part is they might very well mean they love you, it just doesn't match up with you interpretation of love. SO, BE CAREFUL WHO YOU LOVE AND WHO LOVES YOU. The next time someone tells you they, "Love you," throw them for a loop and ask them to explain how and why they love you.